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Wednesday, January 31, 2007'♥

went shopping @ amk hub ytd
not officially open yet
but not bad though. =)
cabbed down chom pang aft dinner
chivas-ing for da nite.
n god. its been sucha long time.
ever since i got myself so damn drunk.
aint feeling tat good lately.
i guess tat explains y.
was totally gone.
blabbering rubbish. doing crazy stuffs.
n i just cant stop laughing????
i dono...tats wat im being told of.
the hangover. its terrible.
so din accompany sa to do her stuffs.
went home to rest instead.
late dinner at market 85 with jacko
the usual stuffs.
n thanks for da ride girl. =)
at this point of time
im feeling so emotional
feeling so lousy.
lotsa stuffs running thru' my mind
n how i wish. . .
i'd suffer frm amnesia 1 day...

Zombie@1/31/2007 02:04:00 AM



Saturday, January 27, 2007'♥

spent my sat rotting at home
sianzation
wanted to go shopping
but thanks to the nice rain
arghhhh~!!!!
gonna rot to death soon
gotta find something to do already
but... mayb aft cny. *hee
play too much till im like.. rusty liao
mei le qu siaz. *haas
YAWNSSS

Zombie@1/27/2007 07:16:00 PM



Thursday, January 25, 2007'♥

im starving...
m waiting 4 mah chicken fan-tas-tic delivery
so here i am blogging to kill time.....
*sighz*
really m super sick & tired
to b sandwiched btw u gurls ALL e tym
could any1 of u please...
just try 2 put urself in MY shoes
n have a feel of how im feeling?!
wat m i suppose to do
or mayb just tell me wat u really want
to make things easier for me & for everybody
there's just one me
i couldnt spilt myself up into 2
i will if i can
but face the fact -- I CANT!
i felt so miserable.
n im really drained.
dun wish 2 comment on anything i heard
'oz i try & wana be fair
cant u just simply understand
y wana find all ways to make things ugly?!
stop being so self-centered!
learn how 2 understand wat position im stuck in
learn how 2 understand wat exactly im going thru
n to be frank...
im not at all interested to noe abt anything
SO...Please...
just LEAVE ME ALONE
& COUNT ME OUT of this.

Zombie@1/25/2007 08:17:00 PM



'♥

havent been home for 2 days
n finally... HOME SWEET HOME`!! *hees*
i miss my bed my pillow
my bolster & the thingy i alwaz hug to sleep
slept over at sembawang 4 e first nite with sa
it was really fun
lazy to elaborate more. hahaz.
wentta meet jian & kris @ lots 1 aft tat
bishan partyworld to k ard
den sleep over at a stupid same hotel
(it sux. 'oz it rly brought baq lotsa memories)
n oh... i shouted at jian
din realise till they told me bout it when im awake
i feel so bad
sorry gege. u noe i dun mean it de.
really. my apologies. =x
went home to change aft checking out
den meet up with them again to look at the flat they wanted to rent
movie at J8
tat majong show. crappy la. but kinda nice.
hahas. aft which its our drinking session agn.
*lols* YES. again. our hobby la. u noe... =x
kinda not in a right state of mind to blog now
shall ciao & rest 1st.
*cheerios* *muacckks*

*i miss u. miss u lots. miss u tons. its really tormenting. it really sux.*

Zombie@1/25/2007 02:19:00 AM



Friday, January 19, 2007'♥

was stoning in front of e com since morn
thinking bout some stuffs & ...

da dang~~!! suddenly tot of something
which tickles me.

Lily Ma: u snake la
Me: WHYYYYYYYYYYY of all things *laugh*
Lily Ma: coz ar... *laugh*
Me: WHATTT LA???? SI TADPOLE (ARGHHHH!)
Lily Ma: no la... coz snake is cold on the outside but warm in the inside
Me: oH!!! *LOL*
what a good description ar...
a tadpole saying me snake
but thanks ar kor
frm now on i'll b cold on both outside & inside
shall master well the skills
skill of cold-blooded-ness
skill of ignorance
hahas!


i feel bad
really bad
*sighz* ...
dun wana c u tis way
coz i still care
s a friend
im sorry
din mean to be harsh
din mean to hurt you
but i just dono how 2 put words nicely
i hope u understand. yeah?
im not s good s wat u think
dun treat me so good
its not worth it
i may end up hurting u even more
im happy with wat i am now
dun waste ur tym on me
im sorry

Zombie@1/19/2007 01:26:00 PM



Wednesday, January 17, 2007'♥

IM BORED!!!
SO BORED!!!
DAMN BORED!!!
ARGHHHHH.
lazy to blog.
pictures time...

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:54:00 PM



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* MuackZ *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:52:00 PM



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* BleahZ *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:50:00 PM



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* I Miss You =< *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:49:00 PM



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* Monkey & Lizard *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:46:00 PM



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* Me & Kriz *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:45:00 PM



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* NaT. MeL. KriZ. *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:44:00 PM



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* Somebody's Missing. Hahaz. *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:43:00 PM



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* Wei Yi Jiu Shi Ni *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:41:00 PM



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* NaT. KriZ. JiaN. *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:40:00 PM



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* Lily Ma & Me *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:39:00 PM



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* Precious Girl *

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* Tell Me How Life's Like Without You *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:38:00 PM



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* SisterZ *

Zombie@1/17/2007 06:37:00 PM



Saturday, January 13, 2007'♥

went shopping at citysquare
was cursing all the way
coz din bring enuff money
*sigh* so damn budget. =(
but its ok.
though only manage to get 3 tops, 1 flip-flop, accessories for sa & myself, mom stuffs & jian cigs
watched movie aft dinner
the 'path-finder'
alright but damn gross
was coughing so badly since last nite
*sigh* sucks. *sulk* =(
had a dream last nite
if only i'd nv had to wake up
left my hart & mind in s'pore
so din really had tt much fun

sis sorry to make u upset
jus needa get away frm tis stupid cold-blooded place
u shld understand y
din mean to m.i.a without u
or i wouldnt have rushed baq
n monkey u really bombed my fone huh.
ha. silly girl. =)
i'll cya later k.
miss u lots too. *hugs* *muackss*

Zombie@1/13/2007 01:49:00 AM



Wednesday, January 10, 2007'♥

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES~!~!~!~!
im disappointed! im angry!
i feel like a damn fool!
emotions all mixed up!
i hate u! i wana to!
but ARGHHHH!!!
forget it!

come s you wish
go as u like
now tat things had all come to a stand still
once again
i wish u all the best
no worries
we'r still friends
take care

Zombie@1/10/2007 01:24:00 PM



Monday, January 08, 2007'♥

im sick again.
down with bad cough, flu & sorethroat
fever's gone. *phew*
sa bought me dinner
duck porridge & my fav - CHAWANMUSHI
hee. MUACKS.
slacked at home till jayius called
went 107 to meet her
dragged myself out
really weak.
n den it all started with 1 sentence
- "she only noes how to pluck kutu & eat kutu" -
sa went nuts.
talked rubbish n do stupid things like...
forcing jayius to eat grass with her
YES GRASS. real grass. hahas.
laughed till we tear & my cough got worst.
but.. alright. its really entertaining. so is ok.
hahs. den she make me paisae.
by reading out every msgs i send her
follow by some dramatic sparstic actions
u bloody cb. but u noe i still love u.
cya tmr sweets. hugs. =)
gonna rest soon.
nite all.

boy, i really really miss u lots. *sulk* ='<

Zombie@1/08/2007 03:32:00 AM



Tuesday, January 02, 2007'♥

sometimes
i really wish i could wreck my brains apart
clean thoroughly every single shit in it
till nothing stays
please. just dont ask me wat im thinking
seriously have no damn idea
too much happened.
n it happened in a flash
i hate to think.
but it jus came so naturally.
its really affecting me tat much
moodswings & attitudes r coming baq
im sorry to those whom i showed atts on
just ignore me. leave me alone.
whoever u are.
come if u wan.
go s u wish.
i no longer bother.
nothing matters now.
just wana sort my tots out.
n mayb.
just gonna go m.i.a.

* Sa, Jian & Nic... though i nv once mention but rly wana thank u guys for bringing so much joy & laughter into my life. really appreciate it lots. luv u guys. muacks *

Zombie@1/02/2007 04:36:00 AM







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.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings



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